Close yet so far

He called me today to ask me about my ENTER, was a total suprise. He would've been the few last people I'd expect to call asking about it. I really felt happy when we had the little talk even though it was like 5mins, oh how I love his laugh - I'm not sure what it is but its soo unique and makes me tingle inside my tummy, kinda goes all warm and fuzzy. Makes me really think about being with him again, do you think he'd let me have a third shot at this ? Then again, its gonna be his special day soon, I wonder if I'd get the chance to see him and give a proper present to him this year round ...

The pictures of me and him linger within my mind, regrets ? No - but this time round I'd do things differently than how I chose to it before. We only live once right, what is there to lose besides our hearts. Not because we lost it through broken relationships, but we lost it when we chose to give it away to someone special for them to forever keep. In the highlight of the Christmas spirit. "last christmas I gave you my heart by the very next day you have it away, this year to save me from tears i'll give it to someone special"

And one big thank you to Henrry Huynh, for doing an allnighter with me and waking me up at 5am when I had my little nap :)