My love story

I wonder if love at first sight is true, could a story of star crossed lovers be a real story in today's society. Perhaps there is no such thing as love at first sight, in modern day terms it's lust. I don't understand how a person can like someone that much only after seeing them only once. How can they be all depressed about not seeing the person, when they don't make the plans ? Not to mention if they really want the person, at least they could make an attempt to show the other person they really do care. Kinda funny how ***** could say he likes me, only after seeing me once and talk to me less than 3minutes all up all his life ? He scares me, and block him off out of my life from time to time. And if he ends up stalking my blog as well, I'll like to let you know that you should go for someone else and stop hanging off my back like a stalker ...

And to ****** I don't realise how much you love me, I don't know how it started either. It's frustrating to see you in this way, when in reality we'll never be anything. I think Daniel knows that well and clear, and told you out of a good brother that you should leave it as it is. But everytime your drunk and call I don't know how to put it to you. The only conversations we have when I see you in the city, is a hi bye situation - even though I know you're a shy kind of guy. Just to let you know you're a great guy, and despite of the family and friendship problems you have no, I don't want to tell you to destroy the hapiness.

I dislike sleezy guys and *********, you're exactly one of them. I mentioned it to you, but constantly you keep telling me you want to hook up. Oh yes, the nice compliments do flatter me without a doubt, but I'm really just looking down on you. What kind of person do you think I am ? I don't come that easy and no matter how many gifts and roses and nice things you say to me, I'll only think of you as a sleezy guy that will never get anything from me.

To ****, I realise you care about me a lot. Although that time when I talked to you telling you that I didn't like you - I had much more things to say. But I just don't think its the right time to say it to you. But I can't see myself with someone that I don't like/love, no matter how packaged the person. To any girl, I'd tell them to go for you - knowing well and truly you are a great guy, and knowing that you're not sleezy and really understands how to make a girl smile. Sentimental gifts work best, and that's exactly what you do. But no matter what, the feelings stay the same.

I've come to get to know a certain person, I wouldn't say its anything special but I'll like to let you know, if you realise this note is pointed out to you. That you are a wonderful guy, if it wasn't despite of the differences and other problems who knows I might've liked you.

NOTE: I am so bored omg