FREELANCE

When I became a star, I was living so large,
I could teach you but I'd have to charge.
But the fact that one thing remained the same,
And that my life wasn't about my fame.
There was only one thing I needed in my life,
To call you my baby girl, my wedded wife.
Life seemed to be perfect so it seemed,
But this wasn't what I actually dreamed.
Dreamed of my life to be anything like this,
Because the life that I had I kinda miss.
The moments when you were by my side,
Now I go alone on the this rollercoaster ride.
The bed sheets seem cold without your touch,
Reality is that baby I miss you so much.
I'm so crazy, crazy in love with you,
I just wanna hear the words 'I love you too'.
But no money can buy you and thats a true fact,
Too scared to tell you because of how you'd react.
You were always the one - the girl of my dreams
I had other girls but its not what it seems.
Noone has given me that feeling that you gave me,
It was a real feeling that no one could see.
I thought that it would be easy to let you go,
Thought I'd make it and I'd go with the flow.
I really thought time could just pass me by,
But I really never wanted to leave, to say goodbye.
But you didn't feel the same way anymore,
I remember the moment when you walked out that door.
You left me hanging when I gave you my all,
Who knew life seemed dull without getting your calls.
Each day goes by and I hoped you'd return,
But all the time I feel crushed and burned.
If there was a chance to show you one more time,
To show you that I really wanted you to be mine.
I'd show you I could change and be a man,
I'll love you like no other man can.
We live once and I just want to make it right,
You were beautiful, couldn't get you off my sight.
But it was the beauty that lied within your heart,
So I just wanna do this again - a brand new start.
I can trade everything just to have you again,
So please can we just be together like back then ...