PRETTY DAY

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you
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Another nice warm sunny day and I'm enclosed in my own prison cell once again. Although I have no real other choice, seeing that I have this stupid essay due, which hopefully I'll get done by tonight if I actually do try to do it. It should be straight forward I think. Finally I kinda understand the actual assignment itself - didn't bother to try ask Buck caus he's just stupid.

Well I think I've been quite grateful for too many things, and I take things too much for granted. I've been thinking a lot for the past few days, and I think it's time for me to tell them straight up, so I don't need to think about it too much anymore. It's a now or never situation, either I lose or I win - I'm at war with myself.