NEW POEM

The story - April 4th 2010 (By Lisa Tran)

Everytime I'm with you I wanted to tell you 'I love you',
But I knew that this love you just seemed to good to be true.
I'm not sure that everytime I kissed you if it was special,
Or was the love we shared something that was artificial.
I've waited for you for days months seconds and years,
I've thought about you dreamed about you and shed some tears.
There was not a moment where I didn't think about us,
About how we could be together, so whats the fuss?
I thought to myself that perhaps it was worth the wait,
But then times have changed and I think its too late.
What could have been something perfect between the two,
Has become something distant, do you realise it too?
I still from time to time wished that we could change,
So we could be together, but you seem so out of range.

The moments I shared with you seemed just like a dream,
Something so surreal, well at least that what it seems.
When I hold your hands I never wanted to let it go,
At that moment time seemed to stand still and even so,
Good things just dont last and thats the way it is,
But give me time to think, and you'll get that kiss.
Its funny how we just act as if nothing happened that night,
I don't know if I can keep up, caus' it doesn't feel right.
I really do wish that perhaps I could stop hoping,
Because without you here I'm only just coping.
I can't hide, but the truth is you're the one I need,
Till death do us part, till the moment we bleed.
I can hear your heart beat when I'm laying on your chest,
At that moment it was just us against the rest.

There's something about you that I can not explain,
But I can't stop thinking about you, I've become insane.
I keep thinking I am over you and begin to move on,
But I knew deep down that what I was saying was so wrong.
Because how could I stop something that I can't see,
Touch nor feel, like a lock with no actual key.
Although you've been holding the key to my heart,
You've had the chances - but we keep going to the start.
Although I guess its better than us having an ending,
But it seems like my love has always been pending.
I'm not sure if the things you told me were even real,
But I want our image to be framed, to seal the deal.
I really don't know anymore, so lets just walk away,
Even though deep down inside I just want us to stay.

Maybe not now but sometime near the future we'll be together,
maybe then, something in my life will actually last forever.
Just to have met you is something I'd cherish for a while,
And I will remember when you said you liked my stupid smile.
Whatever God has intended this to be, lets just call it fate,
But I'm not sure whats going to happen, going at this rate.
Everytime I'm alone with you I have no regrets in my mind,
Although I do wish I had a remote so I could press rewind.
Because I would pause every moment because its that beautiful,
Because what we do is not just something intimate but wonderful.
I don't think anyone else has made me think this way before,
Caus' when I have to leave you I just wanna go back for more.
But reality check once again its just me in a empty frame,
Without you in the picture, nothing ever feels the same.

If only love was that simple and easy to understand,
If only it was simple to read everything in a man.
Well no words can ever say everything I want to express,
I don't want to think about it, nor have to second guess.
And then you'll be the blanket when whenever I'm cold,
And we'll be together even though we will end up old.
Because as we age the love just never dies,
And forever we will never have to say goodbye.
As we grow old and weak, the love just becomes stronger,
And the times we'll cherish together will become longer.
Even if I get hurt 100 times caus of you, I will never leave,
Because I'll find the one reason to stay with you - caus I believe.
Being with you from time to time makes my life already sweet,
Imgine to be always you, I think my life would be just complete.