"Microsoft Paint Program, does wonders"For the past few days I have realised one thing, and that is I'm not sure where I stand and that because I believe that keeping my options open would be entirely better for me in the long run. However, the more I think about it I see myself as a absolutely stupid. Why? Because .. well lets keep it to myself for the time being. I don't like people giving me false hope and lies, it makes me believe that the impossible is possible - but in the end I get shattered into pieces. Same ending over and over. I then believe that nothing is possible, and maybe that's why I've been on a solo journey for so long.
There are times when people do give me a little hope, but for some reason I don't want to take up that little bit of hope. I'm not sure why, but that's how my little heart works. But sometimes we have to take risks in life to see what the outcome may be. I just hope I'm making the right decisions, and forget about certain people who once seemed important - because they left me shattered too many times, there isn't a point on waiting no more and getting shattered again right? For once I think life seems great, lets hope it stays this way for the rest of the year.
NOTE: I'm up 20 in Crown. Lyrics of the moment: "Make it so, it shakes your heart. Nice and slow, but can't let you go. And you feel life falls away, and you have no fear. And you let it go, just let it go."
- OMG Uni homework/assignments are beginning to kick in. Feels like Year 12 all over again !
ahhaha oh damn yr 12 and uni all together. -_-" i nearly fell asleep today during the lectures. but i must say i like my timetable. it's very empty. haha.
ReplyDeletei hate ppl who give false hope also. but i never beleive the impossible will EVER become possible. i jsut give up first before tryingn.
The almight curryman is the best!!! but on a serious note that is sooo true
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