UN/LUCKY IN RED ?

"If only you knew how I felt - but I'm too scared to face the truth"

I thought I wouldn't be able to blog for a couple of weeks, caus my net was down. Nevertheless my net is back on so I had to type everything down on this blog before I forget about it. Last night I went to Eve, what was suppose to be a awesome night turned into a not so awesome night for some. First Nataly couldn't go which led to Duy not going and as well as Nok. So they all barred out on me. So it was just me Alex, Penn, Tom & Sean + his friends. In the car on the way, Carolyn was in the car, so that was another girl .. but then she had to leave early because she had work the next morning. Then Sean and Alex had something going on, so they left me there with Tom and Penn @ 12AM. Nevertheless I wouldn't let the others bring me down, on a night out. So we did party it out just the three of us.

Then I saw him, I didn't think I was going to. I mean it was so unplanned for. But yeah it was good to see him again, drunk or what not. Then I saw the other person's friends, I was scared that he would be there and things wouldn't be the same the whole night - but he wasn't. Perhaps it wasn't meant for us to see each other. Instead I got to be with the person I wanted to be with. Even though may not have been with her for as long as I wished, but was worth every moment. Maybe thats why my feet didn't even hurt after hours of dancing, and a long walk back to Flinders. Then I woke up to find myself quite tired after the long night, but I recieved a little morning msg from him - at least I knew from that msg that at least he was thinking about me to msg me in the first place...

Btw on my first nightrider experience I met some 'porn star' directors, they were so funny. Totally made my night which was awesome, they were telling me Penn Tom Jason Bock Steven about their little 'movie'. They were the funniest men. Then when I got to sunshine, thank god there was a taxi there waiting for us (me + Penn), and he wasn't Indian. I gave him a little tip caus I felt nice. But uh I need a job, I'm so broke atm !